Sunday, March 21, 2010

Feelings for her

Sometimes you can't really come up with the 'right' words to express something for your 'someone special'. It happened with me as well. Thankfully, after going through a lot of music I have been able to identify those which are so close to what I felt. Here are some words, some really touching words, just to express my feelings for her, for those unforgettable moments that took place when I had nothing to say...

Light showers on one evening, we were facing the sea, calm & quiet, like the deep blue ocean, her head on my shoulder and our eyes closed:

You fill up my senses, like a night in a forest...

Like the mountains in spring time, like a walk in the rain...
Like a storm is the desert, like a beautiful ocean...
You fill up my senses, come fill me again...
Come let me love you, let me give my life to you...
Let me drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms...
Let me lay down beside you, let me always be with you...
Come let me love you, come love me again...

-- John Denver

It was not just one of my many birthdays; full of surprises, my favourite chocolate cake, the shade I was looking out for my shirt as a gift, all my loved one's with me whole day and all the arrangements wonderfully thought, organized and executed by her, just to make my birthday a special day:

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart...
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark...
Try it I may, I can never explain...
What I hear when you don't say a thing...
The smile on your face let's me know that you need me...
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me...
The touch of your hand say's you'll catch me whenever I fall...
You say it best, when you say nothing at all...

--Alison Krauss/ Ronan Keating

She could not see me off that day, as we always did otherwise, and I was going away for a few days, which made me a little upset with her...Change in atmosphere was much to handle and I was down with fever; she was not around and I needed her beside me:

If tomorrow never comes, will she know how much I love her...

Did I try in every way, to tell her everyday, that she's my only one...
If my time on earth was full, she must face this world without me...
Is the love I gave her in the past, gonna be enough to last, if tomorrow never comes...

--Ronan Keating

Things have changed pretty much; anger is gone, hatred is going away, friendship is dwelling again...but there's a vacuum; of guilt, lack of faith & other priorities, not letting us come back to each other, like before. I really can't do much now, maybe something simple would help:

Smile, an everlasting smile, a smile can bring you near to me...
Don't ever let me find you gone, coz that will bring a tear to me...
This world has lost its glory, let's start a brand new story now, my love...
You think that I don't even mean a single word I say...
It's only words, and words are all I have, to take you heart away...

--Ronan Keating

P.S. I love you